Just J

hey well ive been at GS for 2 weeks so far and its been awesome. leaving here is gonna suck. ill post more on the fun stuff later.

well my phone got broken so i you need to get a hold of me send an email to coolj1187@hotmail.com and ill call you. otherwise i should get my moms phone at the break.

hope everyones having a great summer!

EDIT: got my moms phone with my sim card in it so i have a new phone with my old number. Feel free to give me a call :-)

well this will is my first post in forever and its gonna be the last too. im leaving for governors school this sunday (the 12th). the cookout/going away thing is this saturday so just call if you wanna come or stop by and say hey

3 days after i get back im going to costa rica for a mission trip so im looking forward to that as well. by the time everything is said and done, most of the summer will be gone but i dont regret it. i think governors school is gonna be awesome and costa rica will definilty be amazing. i am gonna miss everyone but i guess i can do without some of the bullshit and drama people can concoct when their bored. my phone will most likely be off but ill try and call you guys from winston salem a few times but no promises.

well this is goodbye for awhile, summers been fun so far, try not to change eveyrthing while im gone.

EDIT: thanks to everyone who came to the cookout, i had a great time. you guys actually made me not want to leave :-/ imma give every one of you a call while im there. my cell might be off most of the time but just leave me a message if you want me to call ya or if you need something. ill be back on the 2nd til the 4th or 5th so well have to hang out then, i might have a party or something. anyways, dont change eveyrhing up on me while im gone, ill be back soon enough.

governors school 05 bitches. dont know whether im in east or west but im hoping west cause ive heard some bad stores about east. 6 weeks is kidna a long time but we got a long as shit summer this year anyways and i think its definilty gonna be worth it.

and im going to costa rica on a mission trip a few days after i get back from gov school. im really looking forward to that cause ive always wanted to see what the rest of the world looks like. i hate having only the middleclass view on life. the place itself is gonna be sweet, ive heard the beaches there are amazing.

this summers gonna be really full thou and that kinda pisses me off. i dunno, i guess itll be worth it.

this week has been kinda shitty. ok not kinda. definilty shitty. lot of stuff happened during the week and then people bailed on me and the team saturday and didnt have the decency to fucking call. so that pissed me off.

schools biting my ass too. this project for barnette blows. rough draft is due thursday and i havnt started. fuck fuck fuck

on the plus side, we made 540 dollars for the soccer team on saturday and sunday. good start towards uniforms, the new field, and camp. i hope they find a way to divide that money according to how much people help. btw there might be another work day this weekend so ask me or call me about it

im probably gonna end up going to costa rica for 10 days this summer so thatll be fun. its with a church thing and some old friends whom i havnt seen in quite awhile. itll be interesting to see how the other part of the world lives. mom always says i have no idea how good ive got it so i guess i should find out. i hope i dont come back a vegetarian or something. they said the beaches there are amazing. i wanna get some caribbean water (from the ocean) and put it in a bottle and bring it back

ive been reading alot of robert frosts poems cause of that project for english. ive found that i actually like his poetry, as long as its not narrative, long, or confusing. . .
so i really dont like his poetry. only some poems. maybe a hundreth of what hes written. but i do like them. hes really not as much of a "happy" writer as people think. some of his stuff is actually kinda scary when you think about it. read "design" and "out, out"

i wish i could pjs to school. somedays a nice pair of flanel pants is all i need to be happy. i think tomorrow is gonna be one of those days. i dunno but the weather has been making me happy lately. i loooooove warm windy weather. makes me wanna go and drive and pretend i have a nice car. someday i wanna get a really nice convertible and drive out in the midwest on the flat plains. and just for hours in the warm summer. i would seriously be the happiest man on earth.

well today i saw brandon. havnt seen him in awhile, i think imma go visit him at app sometime. ask him about his pipe, that thing is fucking amazing

anyways, nothing exciting has happened latly but i felt i should say something anyways. so basically this was a waste of time and you should stop reading now.

seriously

ok so i was in class today and the teacher was reading this article on how teenagers have tons of accidents and die. kind of ironic cause i had a fender bender yesturday but w/e. it said that about 3/4 of all fatal accidents among teenagers occur when a male is driving. then people commenced bashing male teenage drives. but what i dont think they realize is why theyre are so many accidents when guys drive.

its because guys always drive!

when have you ever seen a girl driving a guy around. not as often as you see the opposite. guys just naturally drive when theyre with their girl so of course were gonna have more accidents. i guarantee that more than 3/4 of all tampon accidents involve females but no one thinks females are bad tampon users do they?

a better study would be to see what percentage of accidents with girl and guy drviers are fatal. id be willing toi bet the girl percentage is alot higher than males. kinda like the percentage of male use of tampons causing serious injury is 100% while female use is probably low

anyways, looking forward to the game tomorrow. should be fun. i heard they did good tonight but had alot of injuries :-(

Well here is the finished product, the result of all this talk about sex. i put a decent amount of time into this and i figure it might help some people see what theyre getting into. if not, disregard the whole thing, its only a paper for school anyways.

alot of people arent gonna read this but if your seriously considering starting to have sex, at least look it over

( abstinence )

ok so we had to pick something to write a position paper on for english, preferably something we feel strongly about. i choose abstinence. and i was thinking that itd be cool to see where other people stand on the subject. so ...

leave the subject blank if you want it screened, put anonymous or ur name if you dont care
put whether your a virgin or not
put if you wish you were still a virigin if your not
put whether you think keeping your v card is cool for guys and girls
last, put any advice/suggestions for others who are considering having sex

i think this is something that concerns alot of people and its something that people who have had sex can share with those who are considering it

well the girls season has finally started. was going to the ashbrook game but its in lake norman. and im lazy. so i might go to the southpoint game. it should be pretty good, crest is supposed to be awesome this year.

i think people use this more to read other peoples posts rather than to post themselves. but then nobody posts and theres nothing to read. now how fun is that? less fun than a prostate infection .. so start posting. or youll get a prostate infection

i wish i had more time in a day. school takes so much and then homewokr takes more and then soccer, which i love but still is alot of time. i hardly have any time for guitar, its bullshit. and i wish i would run more. i could try and force myself but im lazy. so im getting fat and i guess when im really fat, ill be so disgusted that i will run. if i can. or maybe i wont be able to walk anymore.

well were leaving for the beach in a couple of hours. seanie cant go :-/ i gotta get this paper done while im there too

cell will most likely be off unless im checking messages. i like being away from everyone, sorta lets me recharge my batteries and relax for awhile. and the sleeping in will be nice :-D

i really wanna play soccer right now

anyways, if you need me call before 7 or wait til monday. bye bitches